shadows are chasing me.

its not easy to hide feelings like these.
you wanna change reality, but the reality is.. i have to do this.
whatever happens through this, its gunna change me forever.
and through all of this, my walk with the Lord will only become stronger and more powerful.
my love for him will be even greater. i just have to look at the situation like that.
we cant always see the light when were in front looking at the door that were waiting to see open.
but that door might not even open; we might be directed to another open door.
but thats life, we think we know, we think we can do it alone.
reality is...we cant.

thats why we have someone out there bigger and more angelic than any possible being or thing alive.